Beirut (AFP) – From special forces officer to brigade-hopping rebel, Abu Jaafar has seen Syria’s uprising from all angles. But after years of setbacks, culminating in cuts to US support, he feels disillusioned.
The 31-year-old spent three years in a Syrian prison and once counted himself among his US trainers’ most admired fighters.
But now with more than 330,000 dead and millions displaced, Abu Jaafar expressed exhaustion and anger.
“I fall apart, I get annoyed and I want to leave but I say no — if I leave and others do too, the country will be even more destroyed than it is now,” Abu Jaafar told AFP in interviews via a messaging app.
In some ways, his trajectory has tracked Washington’s shifting policy, which originally backed anti-regime factions but is now focused on battling the Islamic State group.
President Donald Trump’s administration last month announced it was ending Washington’s four-year programme to back rebels.
Abu Jaafar, who worked with two groups supported by that programme but now receives separate Pentagon backing, was left convinced opposition groups were pawns in a proxy war between outside powers.
“Rebel factions were pieces on a chessboard. The board is in Turkey, Trump is on one side, and (Russian President Vladimir) Putin is on the other,” he said ruefully.
Originally from the central province of Homs, Abu Jaafar — born Khaled Karzoun — enrolled in the special forces’ officers school at the age of 17.
When protests erupted in 2011, he was stationed on Syria’s Mediterranean coast and ordered to fire on the few demonstrations in the regime stronghold.
“The oppression was brutal in a way I cannot describe,” he recalled.
In September 2011, he was accused of liaising with rebels and sentenced to 15 years in the notorious Saydnaya prison, where his wife was able to visit him only twice a year.
“Three hours before the visit, I would be taken out to be tortured and beaten so that I would come out for the visit covered in blood,” he said.
Abu Jaafar was released on June 14, 2014 after a string of amnesties cut his sentence to three years.
– Revolution as a business –
Within a week, he joined the rebel Hazm Movement, at a time when the opposition still controlled swathes of Syria, including half of second city Aleppo.
Washington and its allies were training and arming rebel groups, including Hazm, through a Turkey-based operations room known by its Turkish acronym MOM.
Abu Jaafar spent a month training in Saudi Arabia but returned to Syria…